Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Breathe


I Gather there was a point in time where I decided to Understand some things. To bring it into writing, however, isn't hard to do, but it becomes hard for others to follow at times. And for the longest time I have had to run by the lines that people can only Understand according to where they are in their Life in this Moment. Basing it on levels of Experiences, and Realizations, since we can only uphold so much. It is still within the frames of Perception. Even only this, can seem weird to the next person.


Then to ask myself, what I really want with my writings. Where do I want to go? What do I want with my words? With my Touch? With my Questioning Nature? What is my Goal, and can I explain it without being hypocritical in my explainations? Or contradictory to my own words? It's not easy being feeling Unlimited yet live as a Limited Individual because we are Humans and as Humans, we are limited, with Limited words, Limited ways of Communication, Limited Lives. To bring in and actually understand the 5th and following Dimensions, we will fry the Brain.. Yet I want to go There. See it and Taste it and.. Understand it. The Hunger for Knowing is devouring me at times. Driving me, pushing and probing. Unfolding me.Not easy to believe in an Unlimited World and try to Reach it, and somewhere in the Soul Feel Unlimited, yet every Morning cram ones self into a body, like a rock of stale, stagnated fragments. Slow moving vibrations.. Small space, and lower spin.

Some people say I'm Complicated. So I Look at that and find definitions for it in myself so I can see where I go Complicated.. Look at it from their point of view. What is Simple for me, may not be that Simple. We all know Perception is Everything. Some people say that I see things in black and white; others that I Layer much. Some people believe I'm bright, others pat my head not Understanding me at all.

Others just Love me for Me.. Unconditionally.. And in my Changing self, I Listen.. and Contemplate. It's not that what other people think of me becomes what I Am because No one defines me but me. Instead it applies to the list of How To Listen, to find a greater Awareness of Self from different Angles.

To always be Mindful of Moments To Find Me in my own words.

To Breathe
To Live


Skye

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